Monday, August 31, 2009

"I am looking for 'Gigantor' toy models made in the 1970s. Good price. If interested please call Howard at 62443347 or email howard@starnet.com.sg."


CHAOSCHAOSCHAOS., 10:50 PM




Wednesday, April 29, 2009

yet another failure

i feel quite down, of course.
but i can now feel my feet touching the ground.
more secured?
at the same time utterly disappointed.
AH!!

but dont tell me the only reason i failed was they have some quota to be met or i wasnt enrolled to the school!

I'll be pissed.

please convince me that it is really based on meritocracy.

enough said.

before one can subside, another come surging in.

It's like a rippling effect.

it has never come by easily for me.
everything i have. i work damn hard for it.

can i take the back seat now?
the monosyllable answer is probably, no.


CHAOSCHAOSCHAOS., 5:15 AM




Thursday, April 16, 2009

yet again, i dug a hole and jumped down straight to the bottom.


CHAOSCHAOSCHAOS., 10:48 PM




Sunday, April 12, 2009

i cant take it any more..

not that i dont believe. i show ulmost respect and beliefs.
but not to this extend! GRRR

tell me how can i concentrate in my studies when school starts?
ARGH! i cant take it.
dont he has any sense that i didnt welcome him!??!?!?!?!!?!??!?!?!?!

im sorry i have to vent it out! FUCK! why are all these only happening to me???

at times.. i jus yearn to be anyone else.

LET ME REITERATED THIS!
I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


CHAOSCHAOSCHAOS., 11:43 PM




Friday, December 05, 2008

YONG JUN is VEXED and TROUBLED!

yong jun has 5 more mth more.
all will be over.

for now.
he jus want to preserve all that is there.

no more whining. moaning. grumpy.

yong jun is afraid of getting into tiffs with friends..

he is drawing himself away from them to prevent unhappiness.

bcoz these friends are hard to forge and had gone through alot tgt.

he thinks that he has been trying too hard to make ends meet.

and he doesnt want beautiful memories to turn sour.

what must he do?

and he knows there's something not right deep within.

and no one is able to help...


CHAOSCHAOSCHAOS., 8:23 AM




Monday, October 27, 2008

JUN JUN IS BACK FROM TAIWAN!!!!!!!!!!
He is bagged with some goodies.....
PORTER!!!! ALL MINE!

These are for his fellow friends!!
It costed him S$100
!!??!!

HE was sick twice in taiwan!
unbelieveable!
food poisoning..
grrrrrrrrrr
HE still has alot of photos ard!!!
will upload them oh so soon!



CHAOSCHAOSCHAOS., 5:03 AM




Monday, September 15, 2008

yoyos!
these days have been fulfilling for me! haha
the happy thing is we are friends again!!
no body wants you to leave us. so please come back! yea!

i miss the simple life that i used to live in the past...

haha...

have been adjusting my expectations on certain things.
wouldnt it be better to lower our expectations to please yaself and everyone ard u??
hee

as for now i shant think abt it at all..

live life to the fullest
since life is short
break the rules!
forgive quickly.
believe doubtlessly.
love truly
laugh loudly
and nv regret anything that made u smile!

hee

8mths plus left...
still counting..........


CHAOSCHAOSCHAOS., 5:03 AM