Monday, July 04, 2005
siGN!!!!! im so devastated! so depressed! so sad! so despondent! haiz!!!! 3rd July 2005!!! bad day!!!! badiest day ever!!! the most scariest thing that would happen to me had happened on that daY!!!! I LOST MY WHOLE WALLET!!!!!!!!!! omg! omh! hais... felt so lost till now! MY NIRC, ATM, DEBIT CARD & $100+ CASH all LOST!!!!!!!! can u imagine that? haiZZ... that was suppose to my formal wear and b4 trip shopping... butt now all lost le... so sad... =(
u know how i lost it? my friends and i was shoppping in queensway shopping center.. and i realised it when i was about to pay for the TEe i like in the first shop!!!! suEYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! whY unfair!!!!! i remembered i was holding on to my wallet when we alighted at the queensways taxi stanD! then lost!!!! i think is either i dropped it or some inhuman ppl took it from my pockET! haIZ.....
do u think that the person will ever return to me?
do u so? haizZz... i asked alot of ppl but thy all said cash would probably be gone! documents maybe thy wil return...>>> so down now!!!!!
reported to the police le that day till 1.30am like that then reached home los... haizzz....
u know... these few days things arent good for me. i learnt alot... i realised alot.... i know alot.... haiz.... siGn!!! u know i was abt to ahem... some where... coz i realised something terrible... then i know u live your own life... u cant always depend on others.... be strong.. and move on... i know that now... is god trying to tell me something? or god wants me to learn something... haiz..... signing very now and then... so tempermental now.... stoning away... God, i plead u to give me a helping hand.... im so emotional now... sadd!!!!
every morning seems to be dark...
every seconds are dragging by slow but fast....
and i walked through the lightless path...
CHAOSCHAOSCHAOS., 9:58 PM
