Wednesday, April 29, 2009

yet another failure

i feel quite down, of course.
but i can now feel my feet touching the ground.
more secured?
at the same time utterly disappointed.
AH!!

but dont tell me the only reason i failed was they have some quota to be met or i wasnt enrolled to the school!

I'll be pissed.

please convince me that it is really based on meritocracy.

enough said.

before one can subside, another come surging in.

It's like a rippling effect.

it has never come by easily for me.
everything i have. i work damn hard for it.

can i take the back seat now?
the monosyllable answer is probably, no.


CHAOSCHAOSCHAOS., 5:15 AM